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Just Isn't fair by atenean101 @ Blogspot on Mar 28, 2010I'm not certain if it's still worth it but I am still going - though I feel weaker now than before. There are only two choices: to keep the faith or to lose that little hope. It's complicated. I do not know which to choose. If that certain time com...

When You're Behind Denials by atenean101 @ Blogspot on Mar 14, 2010While trying to figure out what's wrong again for the nth time, I came to realize that it has been as if this life was something I had really no control over. It's been easy enough to let things happen, then spend all my time either analyzing them wi...

Life's Just Fine by atenean101 @ Blogspot on Feb 20, 2010Life's maybe cruel and complicated at times but these help us understand our purpose; of who we really are, where we come from, and where we are heading. - atenean101As I am writing this post, I would like to say I am just fine, which tends to be my...

Almost A Valentine by atenean101 @ Blogspot on Feb 8, 2010There he goeswalking, runninglike a knight in shining armourlike a hero in vain.There he goes againhe waves at youinviting, pleasingand with a smilehe says hiHis glances make you shiverwith his every touch that is coldhe wants you up to let you downt...

Insignificance... by atenean101 @ Blogspot on Jan 31, 2010Saw the flowers bloomed this morning while morning dew's filling it.Witnessed how the rising of the sun outshine the days of storm.Tasted the sweetness of the rain after that drought came in.Breathe an air full of life in a space surrounded by lies.S...

2Days Of Rest's A Bliss by atenean101 @ Blogspot on Jan 30, 2010Often I wonder what a life would be with only a day of rest in a week. Will I stand it? And if ever I will, until when? But what if it's like forever?Human's never a machine and will never ever be. This, perhaps, is one of which opened the door to th...

I Would Have To Wait by atenean101 @ Blogspot on Jan 25, 2010I love you. So I would have to wait. Maybe this waiting would mean forever yet this is what I am more prepared of... - atenean101After hours of thinking, I would say I am not yet ready. I am not yet prepared to risk and gamble. I do not want to ruin...

New Years Resolution : Save Money in 2010 by atenean101 @ Blogspot on Jan 15, 2010As what I have always mentioned here, last year's the toughest year in my entire life as of this writing. I definitely would not want to be that person that I was last year. I cannot be that person again, that's for sure. So after what had happened i...

Calm & Undisturbed... by atenean101 @ Blogspot on Jan 13, 2010Yesterday, he was that person I never thought he could be. Disturbed. Doubtful. Weak. But he seems different today.He was seated on the other side a while back, wearing something so light, I noticed. I know him so well, that's for sure. He knows me t...

What Is It That You Really Want? by atenean101 @ Blogspot on Jan 11, 2010As the new year started, have you already thought and asked yourself of what is it in your life that you really wanted? Is it becoming wealthy? Is it fame? Is it love? Is it financial stability? Is it to be a good Samaritan and help more people espec...